Tomorrow I go for my blood work for checking my hormones. Tuesday I go for my ultrasound for my lining check. If everything looks good then transfer will be a week from tomorrow. I'm scared and nervous but very hopeful. I'm feeling pretty good. My A1C is 5.3 and my thyroid is okay so I'm ready. We decided to transfer one embryo only even though my doctor wants us to transfer two. I'm scared I won't make it to full term and caring for twins is double the work and money. Neither of which we have. Also this week, the first week of February, would have been my due date from my pregnancy in May. I think I've come to terms with my miscarriage. I realize now that my last transfer I was depressed. I also wasn't feeling my best. This time will be different. In order for this transfer to have a chance I need to be hopeful and have faith. I need to put my life in G-d's hands. I also know that nothing I do or don't do will affect the outcome. But I will do my part. I will have faith and hope and know that G-d has a plan.
Sunday, January 31, 2016
Thursday, December 31, 2015
So Happy New Year everyone. I pray all your hopes and dreams come true. I wish you all good health and happiness in the new year ahead.