It's been a while since I last posted. But finally have good news to share. Donor selected. Secondary selected. Consents signed. Medication has arrived. I start meds on 4/13. Praying everything works out this time. I've been down this road before and have always felt excitement and hope. I'm praying that this time is the time it will work. I'm praying that all the stars are aligned and God is ready to let J and I become parents. We've been trying for so long now that somehow if feels like an unattainable dream but at the same time attainable. I see so many success stories why can't I believe I'll be one of them. I know I need to have positive thoughts. It's important to be positive. Sometimes I feel like I've been chasing the dream for so many years now that I don't know any different. What if I wind up pregnant? Then what? Will all the years of hell just go away? I'd like to believe it would but I don't think it will be that easy.
Saturday, April 11, 2015
Sunday, February 22, 2015
New donor has be selected. Now it's back to the waiting game. We need a second recipient. I'm praying it doesn't take too long. It took a few weeks after I made the selection on 12/31. Let's hope it will be the same situation. I've been hoping that I'm pregnant before my next birthday. If I were to look on the bright side, I have more time to get my A1C under control. I never realized how hard it would be to control my blood sugar. I feel lucky that I have an endo that works with me on all of this. But this is a lifetime of food tracking and measuring my carbs per meal for the rest of my life. I've also committed to doing 10 miles on the treadmill per week. I think it will really help my blood sugar control as well. The better control I have now, the safer it will be when I'm pregnant and that's the prize I'm counting on.