J and I decided sometime in Nov that it would be beneficial to get a treadmill. I've struggled with going to the gym just for the treadmill and the weather here just sucks. I never want to brave the elements to do a 30 minute run. Well, starting on Tuesday, I won't have to worry about that anymore. We went ahead and purchased a treadmill and it will be delivered and put together at our home on Tuesday. It was expensive but I've cancelled my gym membership and J and I can both use it. That makes me very excited that he'll be using it too. Mostly me though. I'm hoping this will help with all the blood sugar issues I've been having. Maybe with consistent exercise my A1C will improve before my Doctor appointment in March.
On the IVF front, I still haven't applied for a medical loan yet. I'm still waiting for a loan to show paid on my credit report. I thought it would have shown up paid by now but it looks like next week sometime it will show up. I'm on pins and needles right now. I'm always going through financing figures over and over again. I'm always trying to see how much I can save on my own. I know we'll need to have some money saved. I guess the problem is that I want to apply for the loan now but know that it's not in our best interest to do that quite yet. But the urge is still there all the time. I want to get this show on the road and I want it to be this year. I'm so anxious lately. I pray to G-d every day that he will show me the way.
