I've been going over it again and again on what to do next. The plan, as of now, is to continue to pay down the credit cards and in mid Nov, apply for a fertility loan. I pray we qualify for something. The last time I applied to Springstone Financing they said I didn't qualify for anything. I was devastated. But we have another company we can apply to in addition to Springstone so we'll do both and see what happens. I think our credit has improved since then. We've gotten increases in our credit limits which is good to have. I don't want to ever wind up in a situation like we were five years ago. We depended on the credit cards when we both lost our jobs. In the end having so much credit hurt us. This time, we have limited amount of credit and that's okay. I prefer to grow our savings account and use that in case of emergencies. Of course, right now, all I think about is saving for our next treatment. I'm also doing better with my diet. I've been using Sparkpeople to track my calories, carbs, weight loss. I check my blood sugar every morning but it's still on the high side. Even though I track my carb intake and keep it low it doesn't seem to be changing much. It's not going any higher but it's not getting any lower. My next appointment to check my A1C isn't till next Feb/Mar so unless it starts to skyrocket, I'll just wait till then and see what it is. However, I will say, it gets old tracking carbs. I'm tired of watching everything I eat. I'm tired of saying no to all the treats at work. I'm tired of trying to explain why I say no when asked if I would like a treat. People take for granted that they can eat whatever they want and as much as they want anytime they want. I guess I now know that I will have to think twice before eating out or any treat for the rest of my life. I guess that's why my sister is on insulin. It's just so much easier to do that than track your food. But that can only lead to health problems and I want to make sure I'm super healthy to carry a baby.
On another note, J finally finished his logbook. He's going to schedule an appointment with him AME and get his first class medical so he can go on interviews. I'm getting excited that he's finally getting the ball rolling.
On another note, J finally finished his logbook. He's going to schedule an appointment with him AME and get his first class medical so he can go on interviews. I'm getting excited that he's finally getting the ball rolling.