A few days ago my nurse emailed me and said my donor was selected by a secondary recipient. I immediately became super excited. This means after my hysteroscopy next week, we can start moving forward. I guess I'll get all the details when I go down next week. I was so afraid it would take months to do this. I guess it still can. Donor needs to go through testing and pass with then we all have to be synced up. I'm hoping by March/April will be doing the transfer. I'm just guessing but a girl can dream, right?
On another note, my Endo started me on meal time insulin. It seems my after meal blood sugars are over 200 most of the time. It makes me a little sad. I'm realizing that there is no turning back the clock and just being normal ever again. I'll be forever tied to testing and measuring my food and taking insulin for the rest of my life. And honestly, it's just so exhausting all the time. Trying to figure out my carbs for each meal so I can give myself the right dose of insulin. But it's a life change I have to do. Especially if I'm going to have a baby this year.
On another note, my Endo started me on meal time insulin. It seems my after meal blood sugars are over 200 most of the time. It makes me a little sad. I'm realizing that there is no turning back the clock and just being normal ever again. I'll be forever tied to testing and measuring my food and taking insulin for the rest of my life. And honestly, it's just so exhausting all the time. Trying to figure out my carbs for each meal so I can give myself the right dose of insulin. But it's a life change I have to do. Especially if I'm going to have a baby this year.
