These last few weeks have been difficult. My computer had a malfunction that I wasn't able to fix and I was upset thinking that I would need to spend money on a new one. I got lucky though. A friend gave me their old computer so I'm back. I didn't realize how dependent I was on my computer until it was missing from my life. It's taken a week to get back in the groove and set up everything the way I want it but I"m finally there. Anyway, J has been upsetting me lately. I feel like he's been so self destructive lately. I had finally had it and pushed him. So we had a long talk on Wednesday and I found out that he really wants to be a dad. That it bothers him to hear others talk about children. That he doesn't just want to play with our cats but play with our children. He cried and I cried. He has never really told me that and I really needed to hear it. I've felt like I've been trying to get everything together all by myself. I've been doing all the research. I've been trying to set up a savings account. I needed to know he wants the same thing that I want. And now I do.
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:( I understand. I see how my husband babies our dogs and longingly looks at babies with their dads the way I do, too. It's great to know that he's on the same plane as I am...but it also sucks to know he's in as much pain, too. Much love and luck and all that to you guys!
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