J threw his back out so now he's home for awhile...again. Next paycheck will be bad but he thinks he will be back at work for the last trip of the month. It won't financially devastate us but it won't help either. We'll get by. The good part is that our debt has been consolidated and we have a set loan. Another good part is that J has committed to making changes. It's important or our life together could be over. I love J with all my heart but I know that things can't continue on this path. So I really hope he's serious about making changes. This week will be the test. Praying that it all goes well.