I was able to get in to the monitoring clinic at noon last Tuesday. I was having so much anxiety and fear going in. I was so afraid of seeing my baby had died after having such a wonderful ultrasound prior to the long weekend. But my little sticky bun was still going strong. In just 4 days, baby was bigger and heart rate was faster. Both J and I were so relieved. And as of now, I have no more bleeding or spotting. The tech did say she could see the area of blood in question. She also mentioned that a lot of women that go through IVF, bleeding seems to happen. I'm feeling better but I can't help but think that every ultrasound will be a milestone to the next step and I'll always feel a little fear. Maybe it's PTSD. So much has gone wrong that it's so hard to imagine that it can all go alright. I have my first OB appointment coming up on Wednesday. Right now I'm feeling okay but I'm expecting to get anxious as the appointment gets closer. Deep breath in and out.
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I'm so happy for you! I know that bleeding can happen with IVF pregnancies so was hoping that's all it was. Right now based on your HCG levels, ultrasounds and strong heartbeat there is nothing to suggest a nonviable pregnancy. I've had multiple miscarriages myself so I know about the fear but you just have to hold on to hope. Everything is looking great so far!
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