Ok. I'm trying not to freak out. I'm sitting by the phone waiting for my RE to call me with the fertilization report. The last 2 times he called between 8:45 & 9:30. Well, it's 9:50 and nothing. I'm starting to freak out about it. What if none of the 6 eggs fertilized? My heart would just break. Why isn't he calling me, darn it. I can't take the waiting. It's excruciating. I feel so exhausted still and sore from the procedure still. My eyes are so heavy and tired lately. Please don't let this be bad news for me. J went out to a junk yard south of here.
Ok. I just got the call. Same as last time. Only 2 fertilized. That's better than none at all. I guess that's all my body can handle. It sucks but these are my 2 babies and I want them to survive and grow for the next 9 months in my tummy. I'm prepared that this may not happen but we'll see what happens. I feel better knowing I have 2 babies to put in my tummy on Monday....till next time.
Ok. I just got the call. Same as last time. Only 2 fertilized. That's better than none at all. I guess that's all my body can handle. It sucks but these are my 2 babies and I want them to survive and grow for the next 9 months in my tummy. I'm prepared that this may not happen but we'll see what happens. I feel better knowing I have 2 babies to put in my tummy on Monday....till next time.
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