I'm happy to say J passed his check ride today. Hopefully, he'll be home sometime today. I miss him and want him home already. Next phase is OE and then he'll hopefully get a line (or reserve for this month). I just want to be secure in knowing that we have the same goals. Saving money for our treatment before the end of the year and becoming parents. I just hate this feeling like I'm on hold all the time. I have a right to happiness. I have a right to have my dreams come true too,