That moment I had sheer relief and exhaustion come over me. I almost started to cry on the phone. I know at such an early stage my recovery wouldn't be a concern. It was knowing that a diagnosis of cancer would put our plans for a baby on hold and probably end that dream altogether because of my age. I just wasn't ready to let go of that dream. We are ready to move past this bump in the road and on to the next step. Slower than I had hoped but we'll get there.