At least I hope it is. Step one terror: tomorrow my donor goes through retrieval. Step two terror: will J's sperm defrost and have live sperm present? Step three terror: if sperm is alive will they fertilize our eggs? Step four terror: will they live to day three? Step five terror: If they all live to day three, could they live to day five and will the doctor want to do that? Step six terror: Did they use the correct sperm to fertilize our eggs? These are the thoughts that go through my mind day in and day out. I know it's all in G-d's hands. I have no control and it's hard to deal with. All I can do is put my life in my doctors and nurses hands and especially, G-d's hands. Here's to successful retrieval and fertilization.
Wishing you all the best for much success on the whole process!
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