The beginning of 2018....

Well, it's been well over a year since my little one came into our lives.  I can't believe how different things are.  I'm so in love with my little girl.  She's will say a random word and take us all by surprise but then refuses to say the word again.  She's on the brink of walking any day now.  She loves her mum mum's, bananas and oatmeal.  And pasta.  She really loves her pasta.  Definitely and Italian little girl.  And such a Daddy's girl.  She has J wrapped around her little finger.  She's an awesome sleeper for the most part.  Bed is at 8 but lately, it's been sooner.  I put her in her crib and she lays down on her pillow and let's me tuck her in under the covers.  I say, I love you and goodnight.  See you in the morning.  She's left with her lullaby playing for 15 minutes and off to dreamland for the night. I get her up at 6 to start her day unless she decides to get up earlier.  Don't be fooled.  Getting her to go to sleep at a specific time took lots of training and effort.  Months and months of being consistent.  And it's not perfect because sometimes she can still have a bad night.  J takes her to day care when he's home otherwise it's all on me.  We had 3 weeks without J and I think it wen't well.   I just made sure to stay consistent with everything I did.  We did okay.  It was hard and we missed J.  She missed J.  It was so adorable seeing the look on her face when Daddy came to pick her up.  Pure love. 

31 weeks...

This was another interesting week.  Work was uneventful.  Blood sugar had some issues but straightened out.  I had my 2nd and final Fetal Echo and everything looked really good.  Baby's heart is just fine.   After the appointment we had childcare appointments.  We went to the first app and it was a woman from Chile.  She has one 2 year old presently and she's not state certified.  She mentioned doing the mother goose learning and mentioned she might be speaking to her in Spanish.  When we left, J was not happy about any of that.  She seemed more like a baby sitter than a childcare provider.   J overreacted and didn't even want to look at the next one but we went anyway because we had an appointment.  We were presently surprised.  She has an area for teaching.  She also has an assistant.  She has a degree in childhood education.  I was really impressed and so was J.    Then we went to the last one on my list.  She is the mother of 7 children.  She seemed frazzled and the house was not in order at all.  Very unorganized but she is the mother of 7 kids.  When we left and got in the car, I simply said NO.  I could tell she is just a baby sitter and nothing more.  We are going to look at some of the centers which run about $100 more a week.  I have the feeling we are going with #2 on our list.  So glad we didn't just cancel because of the first one.

Symptoms I felt this week:

• Breasts itchy and getting sore again
• Tired and out of breath.  Still finding it hard to walk at lunch at my usual pace
• Definitely hard to move finding it harder to move freely and tie my shoelaces
• Belly popping out 
• Very full belly and very tight sometimes.  Could be Braxton Hicks.
• Baby kicks and movement all over
• Sleeping issues a lot
• Stomach hard.  Baby is still breech right now.