Well, I made it
through yesterday. I'm so glad I had the Valium. I think it really
helped me. Anyway, we got to the center and I checked in. Then they
took me to a room to change and leave my things. J stayed in that room
with me. The Dr. came in and spoke to me for a few minutes. An X
was marked on my right breast. Then they took me across the room to the
biopsy/x-ray/mammogram room. I had to go up on a stepladder to the table.
The table was concave, hard and had a hole for my breast. Getting
into position was really hard to do. My rib cage was leaning on the edge
which hurt too much to sit still for 30-40 minutes. I started to get
really upset. Finally they put something in between my rib cage and the
edge of that hole. That helped a lot. My head was on a pillow and my right arm
stayed straight down the side of my body and left was bent up for some sort of
support and to hold on to the pillow with dear life. The room was cold,
so they put a blanket on me to keep me warm. Then the nurse was pulling
and getting my breast in position for the machine to squash. Once that
was done they took mammograms to see where the calcification's were. The
Dr. said she could see them very clearly. She then talked me through each
step so I wouldn't be surprised and the nurse was also resting her hand on my
back every time in case I accidentally got startled. The Lidocaine felt
like a pinch. Then, she made the incision which I didn't feel. When
she shot the biopsy needle in I felt sharp pains. She gave me more Lidocaine.
Then she started taking samples and again, I felt sharp pains. More
Lidocaine and yet, more pain. Tears were coming down my face and I
started feeling shaky. Then it was over. I really wish I hadn't felt
any pain at all like they said. But the procedure only took 20 minutes.
The rest of the time was spent with the nurse putting compression on my
incision and then I had to have another mammogram to check for the marker that
was placed. After, they put steri-strips on my wound and wrapped me up in an
ace bandage that I need to wear till tomorrow morning. With all this
going on I forgot to ask for pain medication. I called the Dr.'s office
at 9:30 and they said someone would call me back because they didn't even have
my Dr. on the schedule for today and couldn't just prescribe anything till they
verified everything. I waited till noon and tried again since the
scheduler was coming in at 10. Anyway, they said the Dr. on call was in
surgery and they would call me in the afternoon. I waited all day and the
Lidocaine wore off. I started feeling some pain and itching and got upset
since they hadn't called. J found some old painkillers so I took that.
I'm still feeling rather itchy and now it's all over the place. Like
some sort of allergic reaction to something. The Dr.'s office finally
called me at 6PM and said they have a prescription ready for me to come and
pick up. We have to do that now for narcotics. Anyway, we'll go and
get it in the morning. I was just irritated with them for calling me so
late. Hopefully I can make it through the night and hopefully this
itching will stop. Now all I need to do is make it through waiting for
the results of the biopsy. Latest I should receive them should be
Tuesday. Praying it's all benign and I can just move on with my original
plan.