The last 5 years have been hard on us. It's hard to believe that 5 years have passed since our lives changed. I got laid off at my job, J's company went bankrupt and shut down. We've been struggling ever since. We've had our own bankruptcy to deal with and have been trying to re-build ever since. J even had to take a job back in VA while I stayed here and held down the fort at the home front. Luckily that was only for about 10 months. He got a job with a regional airline just before all the companies stopped hiring. He's twittered on the edge of reserve for the last two years. Gratefully, we were happy that he had a job but no movement in the seniority list for these last two years have been gruelling. Thank god that hiring has finally started again.
Another big movement for us is that we are finally moving forward, aggressively, with trying to have a baby. I've had lots of testing done and now I am waiting to find out what the doctor has in mind to assist us in getting pregnant. I can't wait. It's been hard for me. I'm in my 40's now and know my time is running out. Even my doctor said something to me about it. It really got me scared to move on this. If J was home on a regular basis this wouldn't be as much of an issue because it doesn't look like anything is wrong with either of us. But he is rarely home because of his low seniority number and bad schedules and I don't have time to wait for a good schedule to come along. It's now or never.
Another big movement for us is that we are finally moving forward, aggressively, with trying to have a baby. I've had lots of testing done and now I am waiting to find out what the doctor has in mind to assist us in getting pregnant. I can't wait. It's been hard for me. I'm in my 40's now and know my time is running out. Even my doctor said something to me about it. It really got me scared to move on this. If J was home on a regular basis this wouldn't be as much of an issue because it doesn't look like anything is wrong with either of us. But he is rarely home because of his low seniority number and bad schedules and I don't have time to wait for a good schedule to come along. It's now or never.
